Goals for 2019: An MMF threesome, compersion, and more

Here are some vague goals I’m developing around sex, kink and polyamory for 2019. After a pretty intense year in 2018,  and what with starting a new full-time job this year, I probably need to expect a bit less of myself in 2019, and just aim for goals that are relatively achievable!

goalposts in a foggy field
Image from Pixabay

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The memories I’ll keep, from my MFF threesome

So, on Monday I finally had my first MFF threesome, with the sexy couple I’ve been talking to (here’s the first post about them). We’ll call them B (the woman) and J (the man).

As you know from my last and very incoherent post, it was a really hot night. But it might not have turned out that way!

I have to admit, I got more nervous as the night approached.

It wasn’t a negative nervous feeling. More excitement nerves. We had been on one date together, talked a bit via text about boundaries and what we wanted out of the situation.

So I wasn’t SUPER anxious about things going wrong. I felt quite comfortable with them and trusted that it wasn’t going to be a disaster.

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I’m too tired to write, have some boobs

I was up all night and this morning, in bed with two sexy people. (See: this)

My mind is now officially blown. I can’t process all the hotness that has occurred. Feel like the luckiest person in the world.

Here are my boobs and my pyjama bottoms instead of a proper blog.Curious mermaid and her boobs, in bed

I think pizza is needed…

A tribute to messed-up porn

I wrote a post a while ago about my belated sexual awakening. I realised that I’ve had the second part of this drafted for ages, but forgotten to publish it. (I’ve got lots of drafts sitting there, awaiting some polish, because I’m shit and disorganised).

Today I found it!

So here you go: what happened to me when I encountered porn… after I got my first vibrator and had my first orgasm. (I’ve realised it also links quite a lot with the stuff I’ve written about my introduction into BDSM.)

The story in a nutshell: I started watching porn, and I quickly slid down a filthy, lubed-up slippery slope. A slope lined with red high heels, bad dialogue, and false nails.

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Could this be my first FFM threesome?

I mentioned in a previous post that I was interested in looking for a threesome. Specifically, an FFM threesome.

I’ve had a threesome with two men before (a few years ago). It was hella hot! But I’ve never really had an FFM. And, I have always wanted one.

Well, Jack (my anchor partner) has, after giving it some thought, said he’s happy for me to go ahead and make it happen.

And I have been putting myself out there on Feeld, without really having high expectations. I’ve used the app before, and never found anyone particularly worth talking to.

But…

I’ve started talking to a M/F couple, and I really like them!

They’re from a city that isn’t mine, maybe an hour away. They’re both teachers, and they’re actually cool, interesting people (WHAT). Continue reading “Could this be my first FFM threesome?”