writing about sexuality, kink and open relationships
My diary blogs are updates from my daily life. They focus on my journey becoming a more sex-positive person. Diary blogs might also share new experiences with kink and BDSM, or progress in practising polyamory with my partner. Diary blogs may not always be very reflective or well thought out, though!
Something I’m brooding on this week. Would welcome advice!
We’ve been good friends for about six years, and I’ve always had some sort of crush on her. I’m confused, scared of ruining our friendship. Should I tell her I’m interested?
Here’s a selection of facts in no particular order:
Once, maybe five years ago, she and I were drunk and thought it’d be a good idea to have a threesome with her (then) boyfriend, but he passed out. So I left them alone to sleep, and I went home. At some point in the night, she texted me to say, ‘Next time, let’s just do it without him.’ I was too scared and inexperienced to do anything except respond non-committally (I don’t remember what I said but it was probably dumb). We stayed friends and have just joked about our ‘nearly threesome’ since without really ever discussing it more deeply.